Hi, its been a while hasn't it?

Sorry for my long absence... (and please forgive me for not replying all those birthday comments, b'awwww ;; v;; ) Truth is... i lost my passion on drawing since I start to write intensely on Roleplay forum... ;; ____;; So, do you still remember me guys? Because I'd really love you if you do ;; v;; *worship*
Some updates, now I'm using macbook and therefore i can't use SAI no more ~___~, I could just color with PS but I'm used to use both software for coloring/lining since they have their own distinct plus. I'm looking for painting software which is light and has easy stroke / line but i can't find any until now :'|, so if you guys know a good program please tell me for I need one badly D'x
and I heard mangastudio is really good, do someone have it already? I dont know where I can get it :'T
.....lets see....I need something to boost my mood... and how about free sketch, anyone? three slots open, please comment here. :'|b *shot*